Tears

And why do I cry?

Because you have no trust in me
Because you have no faith in me


You do not pick up the phone making the void between us widen as we speak, widen as we blink, widen as we breathe....

I feel bereft
I feel alone
...But most of all I feel guilty....

And that feeling alone can kill me.

I know I did wrong, but I, as well as you, have learned that mistakes are done and we should learn to forgive. I'm not trying to justify myself, not at all. What I did was wrong and that's that. But that does not give you the right to treat me this way.

I feel alone....
No, I am alone.